The only thing constant in life is change
I hate change. I despise it. I like planning. When I don’t know what is to come, I can’t plan. This leads to a mental break down. Which happens to have been occurring for the past week. Constantly. A decision has finally been made, and although it’s a scary one, I believe it is for the best. Memories last a lifetime and will never be forgotten. I never want to forget my experiences, friendships, or lessons learned. Although my path has changed, I am still continuing on from the same path as before and will always have that to look back upon. I hope I made the right decision, but there is no way to know other than to try. I’m trying this new things where I only worry about the things I can change and let go of the little things that don’t matter and I have no control of. I have control over this, so I am making the necessary changes. From my hours of mental exhaustion, tearing my brain and heart apart, trying to realize what I REALLY want, this is the decision I have come to so now I have to live with it. For better or for worse. This is it. To new beginnings, to old memories, and to all my family and friends (new and old). I can make these types of decisions because I know, no matter what, you will always be there for me.